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3/2/05 07:05 pm

I'm going snowmobiling for the first time ever! Eeeeeks!

2/27/05 10:16 am - randomness

Eventful weekend. Bought a laser printer, played with william, mom and steve came up and bought us groceries and took us out to dinner. William loved my kitty.

I wish I had time to read my books. I have so many that I received for Christmas and my birthday that are just staring at me and begging to be read, yet I don't have time.

Bell is sleeping on top of paula's papers in front of me on the desk. precious.

Watched i <3 Huckabees last nite with Derick. We hated it.

This semester is proving to be a challenge. At least it is already half way finished. However, the summer is going to be worse I believe.

2/23/05 10:27 pm - the weekend is almost here

Exciting weekend coming up! William is coming! This will be the second time he has been to the apartment. The first time he has seen Bell and the first time he stays the nite! I don't know why I am so excited, I know he will be a butt :). Paula and I are going to have people over friday nite for some fun, otherwise we would just sit around and watch tv...boring. So we will play games, because that is what we like to do. Even if that seems pretty nerdy. Anyone can go for some Euchre or Texas Hold 'Em or maybe some phase 10 or trivial pursuit...and who can resist CATCH PHRASE. What fun.

Mommy and Daddy are going to pick William up Saturday. I haven't been home since the first week of Christmas break. I miss home and my mommy and daddy. I am going to go home over spring break (already called off work for the week) and just lay around and bug my mommy. Paula and I are going to paint our room so that my mom and dad can move into it sometime soon.

I wanted Bell to come home with me over break, but apparently there is going to be a new chair in William's room, so she can't live in there. She has claws and that is a bit scary. But now I'm sad. She will be at Derick's house, probably clawing his furniture. She hasn't ruined any furniture here at all, but then again ours is not leather. So, I guess I'll just have to go to Derick's everyday and play with her. :(

K bye.

2/20/05 01:39 pm

Two weeks till Spring Break. I wanted to go somewhere, but I had to face the fact that I have no money and will not have money until I get my first teaching job. That will be in at least three years. So, Spring Break will be spent at home, in good 'ol Dundee. Derick and I have to bring Bell home with us...but we don't know where she will stay yet. I told William she was going to live in his room and he said ok, but he was worried about his books :) I haven't got Steve's permission yet.

I'm trying to get my class shedule figured out for next year! My last year before I graduate...so exciting and scary. The MSU teacher prep program is so completly time consuming. For my education classes next year I have to be in lecture four hours a week, lab two hours a week, and in a school twice a week for two hours. The entire year is like that. So, I have to plan my classes around that horrific load. Then my internship is an entire year, while taking four grad classes. This summer I'm taking five classes...what a summer! So, like I said, no time for work, just school. BROKE!

2/18/05 10:11 pm

My boyfriend is obsessed with Everquest.

2/18/05 04:30 pm - Whew

I got my paper turned in today. That was a huge stresser! I think it turned out pretty good. Can't wait to see how the professor likes it.

I don't want to go to work.

2/16/05 03:50 pm - Learning Experiences

Holy Cow. I'm going to learn a lot at Pattengill. As I said before I am working in a literacy classroom. It is a class for students with lower level reading skills. I am there for a sixth grade class. There are only ten students. 3 Hispanics, 1 white, and the other 7 African American. Man oh Man do a few of those kids have attitudes, respect issues, and problems with authority. Mrs. Joseph, the teacher, is really great though. I could tell within the first five minutes of class that she is good with discipline. I am going to learn a lot from her.

I hate the teacher education program here at MSU, for the fact that all we ever do is going into inner-city schools. I think they are only scaring us away, when they are trying to get us to want to be inner-city school teachers. I just couldn't handle the students day in and day out...others can. But I think I can recognize my own limits!

My ideal class: Senior A.P. English
My worst nightmare: Sixth grade reading (in an inner-city school)

Maybe I'll come to like it, but maybe not... Right now I'm banking on not. Herold, one of the African American boys in the class has been threatening a teacher and is looking at getting expelled. Christina, Latino girl, glared at me almost the entire class period. While walking out the school there was a fight starting up....
About that fight. I just walked by, that was probably a bad thing to do, but I would also think it was a bad thing to step in there. I heard people calling for administrators to get out front, so at least I knew someone was on the way right?

OK... this paper isn't going to write itself, but it doesn't look so much like I can write it either.

2/15/05 10:35 pm - Oh Gulliver

This paper is so frustrating. First of all, I really would like to sit down with Dr. Arch and talk about it, but our schedules are not meshing well at all in the next few days. Then, I'm starting to write the paper and I'm all flustered. I think I have an argument then I don't. Then I do, then I contradict it. What the heck.

I burnt the fingertips of four fingers today. I got the dish out the oven and it had a lid on it. I set it down and picked up the lid...without a pot holder. I am such an idiot. Is this what my week is going to be like. Thinking I am safe, then getting burnt? It is such a surprise...then you think of how dumb you are. Exam tomorrow and paper due friday...no more burns please.

2/14/05 06:23 pm - Happy Valentines Day

Esther Howland, the woman who produced the first commercial American valentines in the 1840s, sold a then mind-boggling $5,000 in cards during her first year of business. The valentine industry in the United States has been booming ever since. Today, over 1 billion valentine cards are sent in this country each year -- second in number only to Christmas cards, according to the Greeting Card Association.

So, then were are all my valentines? Just kidding. I got a new pair of jeans from Derick and some candy from my mommy and daddy. What fun!

I'm desperate for money in my checking account...I can't wait till Thursday comes around and I get paid. I work at Mancinos in East Lansing, which for some reason I find that completely embarrassing, since I worked at a Mancino's throughout high school. My embarrassment is uncalled for, because it is paying my part of rent and my part of groceries, and I've managed to stay relatively even in terms of my accounts. So, why the embarrassment? Is it because I am working towards a college degree, yet working in a disgusting restaurant? Is it because I feel like I should be able to do better than Mancino's. Or is it because I am embarrassed to work with the people at the restaurant? Probably all of those is true in some part.
I get along with everyone at Mancinos, it's just that it is so different from the Mancino's at home where I worked with all my friends. Now let's see, the owners are both crippled and elderly. The manager is a gay man that lives with a transvestite and dates 18 year old boys...he is probably about 35. The owner's daughter is probably 40 and is a recovering heroine addict. Oh yeah and none of the previous people can drive either because they are crippled or because of drinking and driving. Then you got a couple alcoholics, one of which is serving some time in jail at the moment. A couple guys that will smoke or take anything you hand to them. People that smoke pot in the back room daily. A gay 18 year old who is involved somehow with the manager and also has a three-way relationship and comes into the store with black eyes all the time because one of his boyfriends beats him. I just don't fit in very well needless to say. I can't wait to find a clean job with people a little more like me. It isn't like I don't like people different from me, but when the differences are such as they are I think it is ok to feel a little uncomfortable.

I'm writing a paper (due Friday) here is the topic...

Gender seems to be one of Swift's central concerns. From the maid whose
novel-reading starts the fire in the palace in Lilliput to the Laputan's wife
who runs away with the deformed footman to the Brobdingnagian teenagers who
dangle Gulliver on their boobs, Swift imagines women in certain kinds of
positions, with certain kinds of interests, for certains kinds of purposes.
Please construct an essay in which you argue whether or not, with that evidence
in mind, Swift (or is it Gulliver, and not Swift?) in Gulliver's Travels is a
misogynist. If he's not, what is he: merely sexist? feminist? In the
narrative, are women imagined to be inferior, either because they are not
intellectual or because they are too sensual? Can he not imagine women in
places of power and authority? Is Gulliver himself in some sense feminized in
his travels, that is, put in a place of inferiority by the peoples he meets?
Does that complicate Swift's position?

---Sounds great doesn't it. Please post any insights or ideas!! I'm off to re-read some of the text and formulate a hypothesis.

2/12/05 11:39 pm - Hitch - - verb or noun?

Just went and saw "Hitch." One of the best movies I have seen in a long time! Kevin James just steals my heart.

Derick and I tried to go on a valentine's date (a nice one). The plan was dinner and a movie. I wanted to eat somewhere nice, but Cucina Bravo had at least a 140 minute wait...we ended up eating burritos (not even tasty ones) at Pancheros...maybe we should have just went to that Burger King down the street.

Last nite Derick and I hung out with some friends...we had an awesome time, as always. I learned how to play Texas Hold 'em...I never won any rounds. I also ruined my favorite pair of jeans (bleached them somehow while unclogging my "bath of a shower" I got drano on them)...so my v-day present is a pair of jeans I picked out tonite...what does a girl do without her favorite pair of jeans?

2/11/05 05:07 pm - i've been gone so long

Hola todos. Como estan? ... Estoy bien!!

It has been almost two years since I've written in my journal! For some reason I feel inclined to do so, not that there is anything new and exciting in my life... Well there is something somewhat new. Derick and I bought a kitten! She is a black and gray tabby. Her name is Bell (named by Derick). She is a wild kitty. I have never liked cats, but she is so much fun. This is my first real pet, besides fish and hamsters. I have to stop talking about her now though. I don't want to sound like a disgusting cat lady!

I've been studying for an exam I have next week and I got lost reading journals and now here I am, updating my own. My exam is on dialect variation. We are learning the rule systems of Appalachian Vernacular and African American Language (ebonics).
Nobody don't understand how hard it is to study when I be wantin to do nothing. I ain't goin to get nothin done. I be done with the rest of my homework by tomorrow. Derick be on his way home from ballin. He pickin up some pizza. Man we always be eatin pizza!
As much as you'd like to deny this...What I just wrote was completly rule governed. I'm such a nerd!

I start toturing/teaching at Pattengill Middle School in downtown Lansing next week and I'll be hearing plenty of ebonics I'm sure. Although I will be in a literacy classroom and the school has just had an influx of refugees from Somolia and Cuba. These kids can't speak English at all and a majority of them haven't even been in a school before they came here to Lansing. So, I'm guessing that I'll be teaching students how to read. That sounds scary...I don't know how to teach someone to read. I guess I won't know for sure what I'll be doing until next wednesday, so no complaining!

Is it possible to have intellectual responses and insights on a livejournal??? I guess I'll see if anyone reads this at least.
For everyone who reads this...please answer the following questions:
Do you speak a dialect?
Do you feel that any dialects are superior or inferior to your own?

2/1/03 10:29 am - I hate this.

The basketball game was really good last nite. Dundee won but not by much. Derick hurt his ankle, yet again, and now is limping around. The whole snowball halftime was very very horrible. They were so unorganized. I can't even explain it. Dave got prince...that was a good choice by the school! And Matt R. and Sarah got King and Queen. Sarah had princess so I thought she wouldn't be able to be on court but she was. She walked over and crowned Ashleigh and then walked back over and got crowned Queen. Thats pretty dumb...I think.
Derick doesn't have to work at all this weekend. That is awesome. I really wanted to run to the mall and buy a new pair of jeans but he can't walk. Maybe I'll go by myself?? Probably not. I have to go visit my Grandma today...it will be enjoyable but she can talk and talk. It's hard getting out of there! ha. At 1:30 I'm going to see Shauna and Colin. That'll be great. I get to hold baby Colin! I love that kid.
Right now I have to go call Herkimer because I have not had voice mail for the past two months and I've been paying for it. Grrr.
Oh yeah...my dad's new truck is awesome. I love it. But I don't think I'll drive it till maybe this summer! Its way too new to touch!
k bye

1/31/03 11:44 am

My journal is now friends only. Sorry mom and steve. And anyone else that reads this thing!

1/31/03 09:15 am - Oh my god!

Last nite two men were posing as solicitors. They went to the sixth floor of case and when the guys opened the door they pulled out a knife and tried to stab them. One of the guys pushed the guys with the knife and he dropped it and the men ran. They supposedly ran to Holden, my dorm. And hid in here. The police were searching the building all nite. I don't know if anyone was found but there will be a full article in the State News on Monday. Thats really scary. The scariest part is that our mirror is over our peek hole. So, normally we just open our door to anyone! Well, not anymore. The door is locked at nine o'clock or whenever I'm in the room alone. AAAHHH! Scary stuff.
I'm coming home today!! Wa-hoo! Art is picking me up a little after two! I'm so excited. Jill will be all beautiful at the game! Can't wait to see who gets king. I wonder if Kari will be at the game? She said she wasn't going to go. Corey will be though. I might call August and see if she wants to go. She might get bored though.
I finished my ATL paper. I think its pretty good. I took it to Kristina to edit and she put red marks ALL OVER it! lol, she's great. Well, gotta go get ready for class.

1/29/03 02:55 pm - Not Exactly The Story I Thought It Was !!!

Off to See the Wizard?
The Wonderful Story of Populism.

If you think farmers have it bad today you should consider their plight in the last three decades of the 19th century. Industrialization swept across the country like a tornado. Railroads, which carried the farmers products to markets, used their strong monopoly power to gouge farmers on rates. Worst of all, heavy Civil War inflation had forced the US to abandon the international gold standard until such a time that prices could be deflated to their prewar level. This deflation hurt farmers, in particular, because farmers borrow money from banks to buy their land, buy new farming technologies of the time period (like McCormick Reapers), and sometimes even to buy the seed used for that year’s harvest. Deflation hurts borrowers because they have to pay back their loans in money that can buy more than the money originally borrowed.

Farmers responded to these hard times by creating a political movement known as Populism. The Populist platform included government liquidation of the railroads, increased regulation of banks, and the adoption of an inflationary silver standard (rather than the deflationary path back to the gold standard). The party’s rise culminated with the presidential candidacy of William Jennings Bryan against William McKinley in 1896. Bryan gave perhaps the most famous and stirring political speech in American history when he said "You shall not press down upon the brow of labor this crown of thorns, you shall not crucify mankind upon a cross of gold."

Does this story sound familiar to you? It should. Frank Baum, a staunch Populist supporter who marched in parades in support of Bryan, made sure that children of all ages would forever empathize with farmers of the late 19th century when he wrote his classic tale, The Wonderful Wizard of Oz. While Oz is a wonderful children’s story in it’s own right, it, more importantly, is an allegory on the Populist movement.

The allegorical meanings start right in the title—Oz is the abbreviation for ounces in which both gold and silver are measured. Dorothy, the farm girl from Kansas who represents the roots of the Populist movement, is caught in a tornado of industrialization. When her house lands, it crushes the Wicked Witch of the East—the banks whom farmers detested for having to pay back their loans in more expensive dollars (here’s my mortgage payment sister!). Banks were seen as a major hurdle toward adopting an inflationary silver standard. In Baum’s tale, Dorothy takes the magic silver slippers off of the dead witch. MGM, the sell-out studio that released the movie in the splendors of Technicolor ©, made the silver slippers ruby and hence distorted Baum’s most important message.

Dorothy is then advised to "follow the yellow brick road," i.e. get back on the road to the gold standard, which will take her to the magical wizard who, supposedly, can help her get home. Along the way she makes three allegiances: (1) the scarecrow without a brain—representing the farmers (of course as it turns out the scarecrow is one of the smartest of the bunch, constantly offering sound advice and saving the day), (2) the tin-man looking for a heart—representing heart-less industry, and (3) the cowardly lion—representing William Jennings Bryan who talked the big talk (such as his "cross of gold" speech) but often backed down on important Populist issues. [Note: Dorothy also brings along Toto, her little dog, who represents the Populist’s alliance with the "teetotaler party," who were for the prohibition of alcohol.]

The political coalition is on its way to the Emerald City (Washington D.C., of course) but one last hurdle stands in its way—the Wicked Witch of the West. This Witch represents the monopolistic Railroads, the main technology opening industrial markets to the West. Knowing the power of the silver slippers, the Witch will do anything to get them away from Dorothy including sending her evil monkeys after her. The monkeys likely represent the private police force that railroads sometimes used against farmers.

How does Baum’s story end? The Wicked Witch of the West is liquidated with a bucket of water and our heroes, with the evil banks and railroads out of the picture, are given a victory party. Here Dorothy learns that the advice to follow the yellow brick road of the Gold standard was futile—the wizard (political powers that be in Washington) couldn’t help her get home as he was nothing but hot air. As it turns out, Dorothy had the power to end the farmers suffering all along—she needed only tap the silver slippers together, i.e. adopt the inflationary silver standard, to get home.

Baum’s book is full of allegorical references to the late 19th century Populist movement. Only the most important ones have been addressed here. Get to the library and see how many more you can find! Incidentally, though McKinley won the election of 1896 and the gold standard was fully restored, the discovery of gold fields in South Africa caused US dollars, which were tied to gold, to lose their purchasing power, and hence accomplished the inflationary goal of the Populists anyway. Of course this fact has never detracted from my enjoyment of The Wonderful Wizard of Oz.

1/29/03 07:50 am - Babbling

I hate waking up at seven o'clock. I'm tired. Now, I have to go outside in the cold and wait for the 8:03 bus and ride to well's hall and get off and walk to south kedzie for PLS. Then its back to well's for macro then wait for the bus and come back here for lunch. Then go outside and wait for the bus again and ride to IM west for ATL. Then back on the bus to come home...finally for good.
Don't you wish you were here?

1/28/03 01:21 pm - Oppose War with Iraq...next event

Didn't make it to D.C.? Washington is coming to you!
President Bush to visit Grand Rapids
the day after his State of the Union Address!!!
Demonstration/ March Wednesday, Jan. 29
11:00 a.m. - 1:00 p.m. on Michigan Street in front of the
Butterworth Campus of Spectrum Health.

Precise details about where the President will be and when he will be there are not known. Apparently he is meeting privately inside the hospital. We are joining a Grand Rapids group in this effort to let President Bush know how Americans feel about war with Iraq.
We will be in front of the Butterworth Hospital, during the noon hour so downtown workers can join us.
Afterwards (and perhaps before) we hope to be able to convene at Fountain Street Church to make further plans (and warm up).

1/27/03 08:28 pm - Breaking News...

Derick is going to Michigan State!

1/27/03 06:56 pm - My Head Hurts

I have a headache. I just want to go to bed...but I need to read and watch Joe Millionaire.
Suprise Suprise...kari is not coming up to visit Paula this weekend.
I miss Derick. I wish I could have him around all the time. He's such a good friend...I love him. He cares so much.
I did so good on my polisci quiz today! Wa-Hoo. But I'm hating this god forsaken writing assignment. Grrr.
Paula and I once again forget to get the Donna's from home. William got it for us for Christmas and we forget then. Maybe I'll actually remember this weekend.
Not much going on here. I have all day to get stuff done tomorrow. I must finish the polisci assignment, maybe laundry, read, and read. Oh and the twin study is tomorrow nite at 6:30. Its supposed to go on for 2 hrs and 15 minutes. Yuck. Maybe we can hurry along the process a little bit. $50 !!

I think everyone should vote for DERICK for snowball king! :)

1/26/03 06:36 pm - Big Sports Day

Sports, Sports, Sports.
Firday nite basketball game Dundee v. Blissfield was an incredible game. Very fun to watch. Dundee beat Blissfield who hadn't lost a league game yet! Wa-Hoo! They were also on Big Board Friday that I forced myself to stay up and watch. We taped it just in case it was really good and the tape turned off like one minute before Dundee came on. Oh-well. Derick wasn't on it! Paula, Kari, and I sat together at the game. It was really nice too! I have to complain for a minute though...Jill told Kari she wasn't going to come to the game because she was going to dinner with her parents...ends up her dad and brother are at the basketball game. GGGRRRRRR!!!!!!
Today we had the awesome MSU v. UofM basketball. The game was pretty awesome, I think it beats Dundee v. Blissfield. I was seriuously routing for MSU. I had my MSU basketball shirt on. I'm kind of glad Michigan won though because we have beat them since 98 so, good for them. They are having such an awesome season.
Super Bowl is on right now. We are watching it..well its on. I turn my head and watch during commercials. Ha. But it is kind of exciting to see Charles Woodson playing in the super bowl game. Raiders are going to win this.
So much gossip... we missed a big weekend by going home! Let me just tell you sex and alcohol. Stupid Girls. There was gossip at home too. GEEZ.
Paula, Derick, and I rented movies last nite...well actually william rented them for us. But we hung out. Very nice. I'm looking forward to going home next weekend.
Paula and Steve went and got our cell phones and bought a truck on Saturday. Pretty cool. I'm excited for a new truck. I get to see it and touch it before Paula since she isn't going home this weekend. Oh and about this weekend. Kari says she wants to come up. Thanks. One of my best friends comes up on a weekend I'm going home. Cool. I'll see Jill at half time though..aren't I lucky. Kari will probably not even come up. She always says stuff like that and then ends up not.
MMMM K
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